Joshua Goldman
Joshua Goldman
min read · June 28, 2025 · Entertainment

Haunted by 'Bad Boy': A Teen's Turbulent Journey in Music

Alex Chester-Iwata said it took years to recover from the trauma she experienced during her time as a member of Dream, an all-girls pop teen group that went on to work with Sean 'Diddy' Combs in the late 1990s to early 2000s

EXCLUSIVE: The Dark Side of Dream: How Sean 'Diddy' Combs Manipulated Teenage Girls for Success

In a shocking exposé, former members of the pop girl group Dream are spilling the beans on their tumultuous experience under the guidance of hip-hop mogul Sean "Diddy" Combs. The story is one of manipulation, control, and exploitation – a cautionary tale for young artists looking to make it big in the music industry.

Alex Chester-Iwata, now 40, was just 13 when she met Diddy at a Nickelodeon event in the late 1990s. She was part of a budding pop girl group called First Warning, which would later be rebranded as Dream. Alongside her fellow group members – Holly Blake-Arnstein, Ashley Poole, and Melissa Schuman – Chester-Iwata was swept up in Diddy's whirlwind world of music, fame, and fortune.

Diddy (center) signed Dream to his Bad Boy Records label in 2000. Dream members, from left to right, Melissa Schuman, Holly Blake-Arnstein, Ashley Poole and Chester-Iwata are pictured at MTV's Big Help concert in 1999

But beneath the glitz and glamour lay a web of deceit and manipulation. The girls were subjected to grueling physical and psychological training, with strict diets, brutal workouts, and punishing rehearsals. They were forced to wear revealing outfits and adopt a provocative image, all under the guise of creating a "brand" that would sell.

"I thought he was kind of creepy," Chester-Iwata confesses in an exclusive interview with TheScholarlyNote.com. "To be perfectly honest, I didn't have the best vibes from him. Honestly, I always was very much like, 'This just didn't feel good to me.'"

Despite her reservations, Chester-Iwata and her fellow group members were lured into Diddy's orbit by promises of fame and fortune. They spent three years in a development program, honing their skills and perfecting their image. But the cost was steep: physical exhaustion, emotional trauma, and a loss of autonomy.

Music executive and producer Vincent Herbert is credited with bringing together Dream's sound. He has worked with top artists, including Aaliyah, Toni Braxton, Destiny's Child and Lady Gaga, and his ex-wife Tamar Braxton

"I have been in therapy for almost 10 years," Chester-Iwata reveals. "I'm proud of where I've come and who I am now, but it's taken a while."

Schuman, another former Dream member, corroborates the allegations. In an interview with The Nonstop Pop Show, she described the environment as "toxic." "We were forced to lose a lot of weight," she said. "I know for me, it got to be where it was borderline anorexia nervosa. It was bad."

The girls' mothers were also caught in Diddy's web. Jacquie Chester-Iwata, Alex's mother and an attorney, fought tirelessly to protect her daughter from the exploitation. But she faced resistance from Diddy's camp, including a confrontation with Mathew Knowles, Beyoncé's manager and father.

Music producer, radio host and entrepreneur Kenny Burns had connections with Combs and brought the teen girl members of Dream to the music mogul's attention

"When I rejected his instruction, he turned his back on me," Jacquie says. "He was just another man in the industry telling me what I should do and to let them have control over my daughter. That was never going to happen."

As Dream rose to fame, the girls were forced to navigate a treacherous landscape of manipulation and control. They were pitted against each other, with Diddy fueling the competition by praising those who fit his mold of beauty and talent.

"Who's the prettiest? Who's the skinniest?" Chester-Iwata recalls. "You definitely had the girls just fighting against each other."

Mathew Knowles (center) with Destiny's Child

The pressure was immense, with Diddy pushing the girls to sacrifice their health, happiness, and well-being for the sake of fame. But when Chester-Iwata finally realized that she'd had enough, her mother stepped in to support her.

"I told them we weren't signing until I got an entertainment attorney," Jacquie says. "I guess the other parents met with Vincent [Herbert] and that's when they decided that Alex was going to be out of the group."

With Chester-Iwata gone, Diddy replaced her with 13-year-old Diana Ortiz, sealing the fate of Dream. The group would eventually disband in 2003 due to rising tensions and creative conflicts.

Combs's Bad Boy Records added pop girl group Dream to its primarily hip-hop and R&B roster of artists. It's known for launching the careers of prominent artists such as The Notorious B.I.G., Mase and Faith Evans

Today, the legacy of Dream serves as a cautionary tale for young artists looking to make it big in the music industry. Chester-Iwata's advice is simple: "Advocate for yourself. Trust your gut and, if something doesn't feel right, speak up."

For Diddy, the fallout from this exposé could have far-reaching consequences. His spokesperson has denied all allegations against the Bad Boy mogul, but many are left wondering how he got away with manipulating these teenage girls for so long.

As Chester-Iwata says in her interview with TheScholarlyNote.com: "I'm not surprised because it's the music industry. The way high-powered men treat women is appalling or treat people in general who they think they control."

Chester-Iwata with her mother, Jacquie, and husband  Matt Blank. Jacquie told the Daily Mail that she was labeled as the 'problematic parent' when pushing back on decisions by Dream managers that gave her cause for concern about the health of her daughter

Stay tuned for more on this developing story, only on TheScholarlyNote.com.

Dream's video for the song 'Crazy' was an edgier and more sexy presentation of the group. Some of the members said they did not feel comfortable with their provocative look on the video

Dream lasted three years under Bad Boy Records

After leaving Dream, Chester-Iwata (center) went on to pursue a successful acting career on Broadway and TV. She is also an activist and the creator and editor-in-chief of the online media platform Mixed Asian Media