Joshua Goldman
Joshua Goldman
min read · June 12, 2025 · Entertainment

From Surf's Up to Emotional Downfall: Brian Wilson’s Turbulent Life

Behind Brian Wilson's (third clockwise from left in 1966) rise to superstardom was a tortured childhood and turmoil sparked by abuse and mental illness

The Turbulent Life of Brian Wilson: A Journey Through Music, Madness, and Mayhem

Behind the sun-kissed harmonies and carefree lyrics of the Beach Boys' greatest hits lies a life marked by trauma, mental illness, and deep personal turmoil. For Brian Wilson, the creative genius behind the iconic band, his struggles were as intense as they were relentless.

Born into a violent household, where his father's cruel behavior left him reeling, Wilson was forced to find solace in music from a young age. But even as he rose to fame with his brothers Carl and Dennis, the pressures of stardom and the dark secrets that lurked beneath the surface would ultimately consume him.

Wilson endured a violent upbringing at the hands of his father Murray (above), experimented heavily with drugs, and became the victim of a manipulative therapist

In the 1960s, Wilson's addiction to drugs and his growing paranoia led to a breakdown on a flight to Houston, an event that left him feeling vulnerable and exposed. As his mental health began to unravel, he turned to even more dangerous substances, including acid and cocaine, in a desperate bid for relief.

But the demons that haunted Wilson would not be silenced. His brother Dennis, who had become embroiled with the infamous cult leader Charles Manson, would later try to distance himself from the killer's inner circle. And yet, despite his best efforts, Wilson found himself inexorably drawn into the orbit of this madman, a move that would have far-reaching and devastating consequences.

As the years went by, Wilson's personal life continued to spiral out of control. His marriage to Marilyn, which had produced two daughters, Carnie and Wendy, was marked by erratic behavior and substance abuse. And yet, despite the chaos that surrounded him, Wilson remained resolute in his pursuit of music, even as it began to consume him.

Beach Boys founder Brian Wilson was hailed by his fellow stars as tributes poured in following the legendary musician's death aged 82; pictured 1968

In the 1970s, Wilson became embroiled with the controversial therapist Dr. Eugene Landy, who would go on to exert a profound influence over his life. But as Landy's control grew more insidious, Wilson began to realize that he was trapped in a web of manipulation and coercion, one that threatened to destroy him completely.

Landy's stranglehold on Wilson lasted for years, with the therapist charging exorbitant fees and dictating every aspect of the singer's life. And yet, even as he struggled to break free from Landy's grasp, Wilson found himself drawn back into the vortex of madness and mayhem that had defined his life for so long.

In 1989, Landy lost his license, a move that marked the beginning of the end of their tumultuous relationship. But even as Wilson began to rebuild his life, he faced new challenges, including lawsuits filed by his cousin Mike Love, who sued him over claims in his memoir and songwriting credits and royalties.

The Beach Boys; Dennis Wilson (standing), and (counter clockwise), Brian Wilson, Carl Wilson, Al Jardine and Mike Love, pictured in 1976

As the years went by, Wilson's health began to decline, a development that was mirrored by his mental state. And yet, even as dementia took hold of his mind, Wilson remained determined to create music, a passion that had defined his life for so long.

On Wednesday, Brian Wilson's family announced his passing at the age of 82, leaving behind a legacy of music and mayhem that would be remembered for generations to come. As we reflect on his turbulent life, it is clear that Wilson's struggles were as intense as they were relentless, a journey marked by darkness and light, pain and redemption.

Wilson battled through lawsuits, fractured relationships with family and bandmates, and a public struggle with mental illness. But he never stopped making music

The last time Wilson was seen in public was last April, when he emerged looking frail in a wheelchair to attend a Los Angeles Lakers game

Wilson was still working on music in his final years, even as his health declined and he was diagnosed with dementia